by my door at 00:35 midnight / i fly

‎"...if we expended all our energies solely on taking care of our own needs we would stop growing. In that respect what we call "soul" can be viewed as the surplus energy that can be invested into change and transformation. As such, it is the cutting edge of evolution."
Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi

francys alys postcards

handmade notebook with a crow

skeleton leaves; transparent; fragile

and a lovely card starting with : canım kardeşim! (dear sister; my life sister)

ah and the rose; the rose that sealed the envelope: she is a poet; yes she is a poet; my friend; my sister

after my flying exercises at the shonbrunn

after adoring all the trees, and telling the trees how adorable they are

and after meeting lovely womenpower friends

and after just being thankful for all the amazing people i ve met so far

and after the lovely luch with franziska at yak& yeti

and all the conversation regarding mainly "the flow"

this package from Cigdem; her card; her presents just grab me by my heart&soul

all right, i feel the wind under my wings

and so i fly!!!

girl power / twist of magic / rocket jump

Spiklenci slasti / Conspirators of Pleasure

Barevný, 35 mm
Česká republika, 1997, 75 min
Sekce: Pocta Janu Švankmajerovi

spiklenci slasti/jan svankmajer; vegetable dinner with coconut sauce (ella's specialty); mom made schnapps (from the mountains); going over ideas for new works yet to come; the wind oh the wind; the dance of a table cloth; people getting cold

and it feels just -in place - to be back in the first house that i have ever stayed in vienna.

i believe the objects are alive with souls maybe everywhere but especially in this house they have a twist of magic.

we go over idioms of flying. watch excerpts from documantaries.i learn about the jumps in games.

and the Jan Svankmajer - Spiklenci Slasti - Conspirators Of Pleasure

and it reminds me somehow of kieslowski: "the double life of veronique"

so we watch the excerpt where he is moving the marionettes; and she watches his reflection as he is controlling the marionettes...

and i tell ella about my plan to do this story - interview on flying... i construct it as i explain it; finally.

thanks, ella.