human vs. inhuman

"The human heart is not unchanging (nay, changes almost out of recognition in the twinkling of an eye)..."
c.s. lewis

"At the heart of all beauty lies something inhuman."
camus

i am a pause / ben bir duraklamayım

Between going and staying the day wavers,

by Octavio Paz

Between going and staying the day wavers,
in love with its own transparency.
The circular afternoon is now a bay
where the world in stillness rocks.

All is visible and all elusive,
all is near and can't be touched.

Paper, book, pencil, glass,
rest in the shade of their names.

Time throbbing in my temples repeats
the same unchanging syllable of blood.

The light turns the indifferent wall
into a ghostly theater of reflections.

I find myself in the middle of an eye,
watching myself in its blank stare.

The moment scatters. Motionless,
I stay and go: I am a pause.

freeze, melt, evoparate

“A purpose of human life, no matter who is controlling it, is to love whoever is around to be loved.”

kurt vonnegut

"You don't know how hearts burn

For love that cannot live yet never dies

Until you've faced each dawn with sleepless eyes

You don't know what love is"

haydarpaşa train station - was burning today

heartache for the roof a building

"Too much sanity may be madness and the maddest of all, to see life as it is and not as it should be."